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For most of us, the body’s automatic systems quietly do their job — keeping blood pressure steady, regulating temperature, managing digestion, and keeping our hearts beating in rhythm. But what happens when that automatic balance begins to fail?

That’s the reality for people living with Pure Autonomic Failure (PAF) — a rare neurological disorder that disrupts the body’s autonomic nervous system, the network that controls these involuntary functions.


⚙️ What Is Pure Autonomic Failure?

PAF occurs when the nerves that control blood pressure, heart rate, and other automatic functions gradually degenerate. The result is a body that struggles to adapt to even simple changes — like standing up.

Common symptoms include:

  • Severe drops in blood pressure (orthostatic hypotension) when standing
  • Lightheadedness, fainting, or fatigue
  • Impaired sweating and temperature regulation
  • Digestive and urinary challenges
  • Cold extremities and poor circulation

These symptoms don’t arise from the heart itself but from faulty nerve signaling that fails to keep the circulatory system balanced.


🧩 How PAF Fits Into the Bigger Picture

PAF is part of a family of disorders called synucleinopathies, conditions linked by the abnormal accumulation of a protein called alpha-synuclein.

This same protein is involved in Parkinson’s disease (PD) and Multiple System Atrophy (MSA).

  • In PAF, alpha-synuclein primarily affects the peripheral autonomic nerves.
  • In MSA, it extends into the brain and spinal cord, adding movement and coordination problems.
  • In Parkinson’s, it mostly targets dopamine-producing neurons in the brain, leading to tremors and slowness.

While PAF may remain stable for many years, in some individuals it can evolve into MSA or Parkinson’s disease — underscoring how interconnected these disorders are.


📉 A Personal Reflection

“I’ve been working hard to keep my blood pressure up — yet even after taking Midodrine 2.5 mg, my readings hover around 74/42, occasionally reaching 85/54. The best I’ve seen lately is 98/73.

After reading research from major health institutions one finding keeps surfacing: checking norepinephrine levels may be key in understanding autonomic dysfunction.

Descriptions of MSA — autonomic failure combined with movement and coordination issues — resonate uncomfortably close to my own experience. It’s not easy to admit how much this affects daily life, especially when pride and persistence can mask the depth of what’s going on.”

These words capture what many people with autonomic disorders experience — the quiet battle between determination and the body’s limits.


💡 The Road Ahead

There is currently no cure for PAF, but management is possible. Treatments focus on improving blood pressure and reducing symptoms through:

  • Medications like Midodrine, Droxidopa, or Fludrocortisone
  • Increased fluids and salt intake ( optioned as per recommended by my Neurogist for BUOY)
  • Compression garments and sleeping with the head of the bed elevated
  • Careful activity pacing and monitoring

Ongoing research continues to explore biomarkers, such as norepinephrine and alpha-synuclein patterns, to better diagnose and predict the course of these conditions.


❤️ Living with PAF

For me living with Pure Autonomic Failure means constantly balancing between caution and courage. It challenges both body and spirit — but knowledge, awareness, and compassionate care can make a real difference.

Raising understanding of autonomic disorders like PAF and MSA isn’t just about medicine; it’s about restoring dignity, stability, and hope to those navigating life when even standing upright becomes a challenge.

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Narcissistic older people (including Presidents) who find new love or success often feel “reborn” and act like they’ve defied aging. They thrive on admiration, overestimate their abilities, and ignore limits, believing they are special. They might push too hard, chasing youth through relationships, big projects, or even their appearance. But when reality sets in—whether through rejection, failure, or physical decline—they often crash hard. Instead of adapting, they blame others, get angry, or spiral into reckless behavior. Because their self-worth depends on external validation, they struggle to cope with aging, making their downfall more dramatic and painful.

In comparison, an old car and a narcissistic older person both run their best right before they fail. They push hard, feel invincible, and ignore the warning signs. The car feels smooth because its worn parts are at their loosest. Similarly, the narcissist thrives on one last rush of admiration, energy, or love. But underneath, both are on borrowed time. When the final breakdown arrives, it is sudden. Its effects are often irreversible—a seized engine or a shattered ego. Both crash after their last great ride.

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There was a time in high school when I was the target of a bully. Day after day, he and his group singled me out, thinking I was weak, an easy target. Like many others, I tolerated it for a while, maybe out of fear, maybe because I thought ignoring them would make them lose interest. But bullies don’t stop on their own. They feed on intimidation, on the idea that no one will fight back.

Then, one day, something inside me changed. I had had enough. Without even thinking, I found a strength I didn’t know existed. I struck back, and to my own surprise, I knocked him out cold. In that moment, everything shifted. The bully and his crew never came back to challenge me again.

That day, I learned something powerful: fear is what keeps bullies in control. Once you break that fear, once you stand your ground, they lose their power over you. From that moment on, I was never afraid of being bullied again—not physically, not in life, not in any way. I understood that real strength doesn’t come from size or force—it comes from within.

But as I look at the world today, I see a different reality. Bullies don’t just back down like they used to. Many retaliate in ways we never imagined before—violence, social humiliation, even online harassment that follows people home. It’s no longer just a schoolyard fight; it’s a world were standing up to the wrong person can bring serious consequences. That’s why courage today needs to be paired with wisdom.

The lesson I learned still holds true: strength comes from within. But in today’s world, standing up to a bully isn’t just about fighting back—it’s about knowing when to stand your ground and when to walk away, when to use your voice and when to seek support. The fight isn’t always physical, but the battle for self-respect, dignity, and courage is still the same.

Bullies exist in all walks of life, but the most important thing I’ve learned. They only win if you let them.

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